IN THE PAST MONTHS OF LYING AWAKE I OFTEN DREAMED OF SCENES AMONG FRIENDS. IN WHAT FEELS LIKE A TRANCE I DISCOVERED CARL GUSTAV JUNG AND SOME OF HIS THINKING AND I WATCHED MATTER OF HEART AND IT MOVED ME DEEPLY. EDVARD MUNCH FELT PRESENT AS EVER AND BIBLE FIGURES AND FIGURES FROM MY YOUTH KEPT RETURNING AND TIME FELT ELASTIC AND FEAR WAS VERY PRESENT BECAUSE I COULDN’T TELL WHAT WAS PAST OR FUTURE OR DREAM OR TRUTH. EVERYTHING FELT CONNECTED YET I COULDN’T MAKE SENSE OF IT ALL SO I LOOKED AND LOOKED AND LOOKED.